Category: Lee’s Self Healing Journey

Introduction to Caylene

Caylene Hornibrook (Lee Bowden)

Greetings! My name is Caylene and I am a Universal Astrologer, Esoteric Spiritual Science Researcher, ULC Minister, and Spiritual Life Coach. I am the sole owner, writer, and practitioner of Loving Life With Light, located in Washington State.

I specialize in Spiritual and Energetic Healing for the Body, Mind, Heart, by the Soul, and Spirit with Love and Light. We each are capable of self-healing through expression, release, and allowing yourself to see, feel, sense, and embrace Love, Light, and Truth within your life. Using only the highest intentions, spirit, layings hands, oils, and crystals miraculous transformations can take place here and Now.

Myself, daughter, and husband (2018)

Through exploration of ones experiences and perceptions. We are capable of expanded conscious awareness. I love revealing the discovery, the lesson, the reason and the wonders that we sense, feel, and create in our own lives.

My husband

Astrology can help each of us to better know ourselves through natal and current motion and placement. By the uses of source energy, spirituality, and our own will – we are able to express great differences in the world. Be them positive or negative, this is what I wish to expose for the purpose of healing, gnosis, and acceptance. So that one can move on to the next phase of experience, learned, prepared and protected by the law and virtues that hold this reality in place for us to experience together. Earth is but a part of a Solar System within a Galaxy. This is where we live, breath, and learn – this is our school, home, playground, and place of rest – for now. We are all here, now.

What I hope to help others with, is the understanding of a higher perspective, laws and virtues, modern science, elements and creations. As well as clearing out any and all harmful and negative effects within your life that is not helping you progress in your experience. Allowing for healing, liberation, and gnosis when one is ready for such progression and release with the effort and integration of ones true higher self, the soul, and the spirit. Which can only be done by the self.

The services that I offer are of a forensic nature. Choosing either your time of birth, your location, or an area of the body, mind, or life that is troubling and we figure out the causation of it. Revealing through biofeedback, and speaking with the subconscious mind, or akasha. It brings about the lesson, the error, the story, in a way that one can then consciously realize. This in and of itself, is a magical experience, as it leads one to Know. When one Knows, and then Understands – it leads to Knowledge and Reason. 

From here, the body, the mind, or the soul, is able to begin a healing process of release, reconstruction, removal or mending. Each of us may have a variety of changes that we wish to make without knowing why, or how, or when, to do so. Requiring one to learn a method or practice that is correct to clear the causation. This is the final area in which my services aim to assist, by understanding the souls lessons, cosmic blueprint, and purpose. I am not an intuitive psychic, I am a spiritual scientist, seeped and studied in the wisdom, love and light of life itself. Of the divine and nature, number and sound, of electric and magnetic, of solar and stellar, of earth and the elements.

I am completely self taught in many of these. I caution you to acknowledge this choice, as I am whole in my study as a student of the universal source itself, in which most would call God. However full disclosure is important to note here. I am not under the influence of any outside channel, source, spirit, religion or cult. I am wholly and completely a student of Life itself, (of Astrology, Biology, Theosophy, Cosmology) my most meaningful of teachers has been my own soul, through the acknowledgement of the spirit that lives within and all around me. 

Be warned that my encouragement for any client, student, viewer, or reader of my content – is one of spiritual inner connection through the true self that is within you and None Other. Many astrologers, channelers, psychics and the like are under direct influences outside of themselves, and this I will never suggest and the dangers and the evil in this world (and others) persist evermore as the absence of life and light. This as you can tell, is quite the opposing nature of my work and should be realized before following my content. In this way, I will not be swayed. 

There are many magical ways that life works wonders in our lives, and the soul’s progression of living life is where I am driven to help others to find themselves and recover, once again, through remembrance and acts of forgiveness and grace.

Thank you for visiting my space of the inter-webs. 

Written with love and light, Caylene

My Soul Searching Mission | Self & the Solar Chakra Series Introduction

My Soul Searching Mission | Self & the Solar Chakra Series Introduction

Throughout my awakening recently (2019) I have delved back into my own Soul Searching mission. I have found some extremely interesting, enlightening, and solid info about the soul that seven years ago (my last soul searching mission) I couldn’t find evidence for.

My own interests in the soul started with a realization of Depression and what it looked like within my friends and family. I was aware from a young age that the state of negative thinking drove people into this state. I wanted to know why people were not simply more optimistic. From this immature status at the time I wondered why people studied for jobs they didn’t want. Or why they stayed in relationships that continued to hurt them. This was all very boggling to me and started my interest in general psychology.

Since I have always been in a state of optimistic denial for most of my life, I was at service to others around me and ignored my own likeness in life. In other words, I was under the psychological confinement of my own ego. Yet, my Will overtook the ego in service to others. I went about searching for answers in science, observing others, and although I learned a lot about life… I got nowhere in truly understanding my own life and experience.

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My Personal Self Care Habits & Routines

Healing deep emotional imbalances, blocks or traumas can be really important to our wellness right now. To be able to live in a more loving way, to feel more freedom in our lives. Let’s explore the importance of this today as I give you some guidance for really meaningful self care time.

Read full Universal Astrology post for today that inspired this post

Using Crystals for Deeply Personal Self Care

Rose Quartz is really useful for your Heart Chakra, healing relationships and inner abundance and unconditional love for all
Clear Quartz is really a quality option for any healing, transmuting, or clearing. Coming in many forms such as raw Quarts, Clear Quartz wand, Clear Quartz Sphere, and more you can really vary the use of quartz for a lot of different ways. Ranging for meditation, environmental space, or even clearing rituals or routines.

Morning Self Care Routines

Any natural doctor or scientist will tell you how important it is to wake up and drink a glass of water. Natural or mystic coachs will often encourage you to take time to write down or ponder your dreams. Waking up slowly and quietly is important to your most energetically harmonious day.

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The Red Dirt Road of the Root Chakra Energy Healing

The Red Dirt Road of the Root Chakra Energy Healing

When I first started my self-healing journey, I noted that my primal Root Chaka was closed, and upon finding out that this was the sexual energy powerhouse. Well, let’s just say I agreed that this energy base was weak if not inactive. To say I have made progress in this chakra now is an understatement. I not only have an active Root Chakra, but I have much more healthy energy throughout my entire body.

Today id like to share with you my own experience, reveal some of my own practice, thoughts, and resources on the Root Chakra and the Red Dirt Road of Self Healing.

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Following the Numbers With Thoughts

Following the Numbers With Thoughts

In this most recent lunar eclipse, I had a day or two there where I went for a flight in my subconscious, a mental sore through my mind. All day long I watched the time. I saw numbers and signs everywhere I looked. It was probably the most eye-opening and mindful day of my entire life. I have always had an appreciation for math, but I’m more of an Astrology gal, not a numerology nerd, okay? I never really “appreciated” the value of our numbers symbolically until I started to understand more about geometry. Especially when applied to spiritual teachings, the sacred geometry of life and the language that math is to Nature. And that actually made more sense to me, considering my love for Astrology. What this had in common was the Nature of the Universe and Gaia. The commonality of spirit, science, cycles, and nature.

Okay, so I like numbers a little more now. How did this apply to my loony, I mean.. Lunar Days?

Well, I started to be very playful, and mindful, within my mind and memories. At this time, I had recovered a lot of old memories of my past and was confronting a lot of self-worth issues head-on. I was learning a lot about why I do the things I do, and where the habit originated from. This would then trigger emotional responses, which I accepted and transformed from. Then moments of realization that wash over you like a shower of new, calming energy. Although drained from these experiences, I was learning a lot about myself and my mental space. No more mind games, with anyone, but especially myself.

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My Dark Inner World & What I Learned About Unconditional Love

My Dark Inner World & What I Learned About Unconditional Love

Have you ever heard of the “Dark Night of the Soul”? Let’s be real and admit that I have been undergoing a hugely dark part of myself in recent months. I have undergone an extremely revealing mental battle within my own inner world and spirit. It has led me into a dark world of regret, anxiety, and ultimately confusion.

12 Steps I Took to Self Diagnosis for Improved Personal Health & Well Being

12 Steps I Took to Self Diagnosis for Improved Personal Health & Well Being

I am here to share with you the 12 steps I took to self diagnose my overall personal health. I have deeply reflected on my past, present, and future to enhance my health and wellness. It has been so difficult to face my physical pain, emotional and mental chaos, and relationship faults and failures. I know within that I can heal myself, that I have the power to let go and forgive myself for things that I have done (in the past). So that I can learn from it, and MOVE ON to my true purpose in a life of love and happiness and well, prosperity! Loving life with integrity and purpose, choosing a path of unconditional love and respect for myself and every fellow human out there. And it starts with me. It starts with you, first, my dear reader. I hope you find these 12 steps helpful if you are truly looking to change your life and help heal yourself!

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My Quest to Find Joy In Everyday Life

My Quest to Find Joy In Everyday Life

It’s ironic really that I have a blog called “loving life” and even though I tell myself I love my life, that is not enough! Experiencing joy entails that you do things in your everyday life that bring you to that warm, happy feeling of excitement, that is true joy every day! What to join me on my quest to find joy in everyday life?

 

For the last several months, my husband has been telling me that he “wants me to be happy”! After a while, it was so frustrating to argue with him that I was okay! I was happy! I couldn’t reassure him enough how much I truly loved him, our daughter, and the work I do as a creative blogger. It kept coming up though, over and over. Finally, things started to change as my personal mind began to clear up from my foggy mindset.

He was right.

I wasn’t happy!

Why?

What a question…

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The Only Thing Keeping Me From Living My Life With Purpose Is Standing Still!

The Only Thing Keeping Me From Living My Life With Purpose Is Standing Still!

I have come to a point in my life where I need to start revealing more on the topic of Loving Life With Purpose. This is for you as much as it is for me, so let’s get started. Because uncovering a topic such as this does not come lightly. It hits deep, deep within and I want to make sure we start off these posts in the right way.

I mentioned in my first Dear Blog Buddy letter to Vicky (of CLAS, a mindful lifestyle blogger) earlier this week that I believe in terms such as Intention, Law of Attraction, the Power of Belief.

If you were to look closer at my social media and especially my personal Pinterest Profile, than maybe you’ve noticed my interests are much more than being a parent, to being a wife, or even a blogger.

I first realized the importance of these terms because of their potential to give my life purpose. When I realized what they mean to me when I started living as a traveling nomad or “street kid” rather, on the roads of the USA West Coast for a few years. I ripped myself away from my homes, family, friends, and comforts. In these years I stripped myself of everything that I “thought that I knew”, in an attempt to find myself.

The “good” news is, I truly did find myself.

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