Category: Loving Lifestyle

A selection of personal posts about how Lee is loving life. Lee is the author of this life blog, and is happy to share her story with others here as a story of motivation, encouragement and adventure.

Greetings from Lee!

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Primary Topics of Interest Found on Loving Life With Lee

Energy Medicine, Universal Life Force, Reiki, Chakras, & Wellness

I have always been fascinated by the micro-world of energy, physics, and quantum science. Yet human life, biology, psychology, and my study into emotions are not far behind.

What I found throughout my life is that Energy is at the Core of both Science and Spirituality. For this reason, I have chosen to study Energy Medicine of both the East and the West.

I offer Reiki and am soon to enroll in Dona Eden’s Energy Medicine Practitioner Courses. To support this endeavor check out Patreon.

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Universal Astrology – Sidereal Astrology Applied to Biology, Biophysics, Alchemy, Anatomy, Quantum Reality, Energy, and Cosmology

I know this is a lot to consider when we’re talking about looking at the macro world to understand the microworld but after some time and consideration. I think you may understand why I think very much that Astrology has everything to do with our ability to live well, avoid disaster, accept the dawn of a new age. To expand our consciousness to include the connection to the universe, solar system, our sun, our planet, and of course – ourselves.

There is extensive science now that proves the Effects that space, cosmic life, our sun, and our planet all have effects on each other, and US! I aim to include the scientific sources, explanations, credit, and educational videos that will help you to further understand the connectedness of these topics in our every day lives.

You can start with some of these articles. Follow me on Facebook to see the highlights of all of my Sidereal Astrology Posts and Energy Updates. After a time, I hope you can find your own way to connect with the energy that we live in because our environment, and how we react to it, matters very much to the Universe we live in.

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Self Care, Emotions, Relationships, Personal Growth, Transformation, Purpose, Lifestyle and Creativity

When I started this blog, it was about Parenting, Relationships, and My Own Lifestyle Changes in an effort to find joy in my everyday life in 2018 when I had my daughter CJ. It was then, that I began to Wake Up. The year of 2019 was life-changing and dramatic in the ways of learning, self-healing, meditation, and true inner work after a DKOTS experience. This, and my entire life leading upto this, was been amazing!

I AM now a registered Reiki Master, as of 2020. Knowing this, you can understand that much of this blog is my from my personal experience, expression, study, and creativity to help those who had the same, or similar, questions in their life’s journey. You can read my Letter and Disclaimer here.

Because of the focus upon Wellness, Energy Medicine, and Self Care it is to be expected that Emotional Wellbeing is extremely important. I have been Emotionally Intelligent (high EQ versus IQ) most of my life, and in an effort to understand myself and others with my interests in emotions and biology, are ever-increasing as a natural claircognizant empath.

I aim to explain, educate, and give useful information about how You can improve your Emotional Wellbeing and Emotional Intelligence.

🍎 I am currently in the process of becoming an EFT and TFT Practitioner and will be able to hold courses and make videos to show you ways to manage your emotions, mental state, and consciousness more effectively and easily.

Spirituality, Alchemy, Belief, Epigenetics, Neutrality, Universal Laws, and Divine Order

I am a student of inner Wisdom, which leads me onto a path of both Knowledge and Acceptance of my Experience. In this way, I hold no religion, but I am Faithful. To be honest, I had walked away from all-things-spiritual for many years and become a die-hard lover of science and human beings. But I was spiritually depressed, self-repressed and I didn’t even know it, being the optimist that I am. I was effectively lost and unable to help anyone, especially myself.

Having my daughter changed my life as I climbed out of my self made box of denial and inner rage, stepping back into the Unknown. What I found was the Unknown, and after a time I found comfort in that. I have no one name or face that some would call God, as I find the words Source, One, All, Is, and Force much more True to my own Belief, or Experience.

For these reasons, I will commonly pull in the teachings of the Ascended Masters, Holy Virtues, and Angelic guidance because they are the Fabric that Holds life together. I am nothing if not my own experience of myself and so, I surrender to the Higher Nature, Higher Self, and Divine Order, and accept the Lower to be a Neutral Force of both Science and Spirit, of the East and the West, the North and the South.

I aim to hold space, awareness, expansion, and wisdom so that True Healing can take place. For all comes from the higher into the lower, and then returns from the lower to the higher yet again.

I am not a healer or psychic.

I am a Being of Light and Love. Holding inner wisdom, faith, and power of Intention for transmutation so that you can remember how to heal your own self. Trained to hold my intention and focus my energy in ways that can be felt, sensed, absorbed, and used to affect the cause of personal issues, pain, and illness instead of the symptoms.

This is what gives Reiki the true power to affectively witness transformation in the lives of others by the Universal Life Force.

Truth is, You have the same access to the source, energy, and information as I do – it’s just that I’ve dedicated my life to studying these topics so that I can translate them for others such as yourself. I want to teach you what I know about how these topics are all related so that you can create your own Life of Love, Light, Happiness, Abundance, Liberation, and Wellness!

To sum up this blog it is another source of truth over perception, mind over matter, spirit over the soul, – for the betterment and honor of All Life.

As Above, So Below. As Below, So Above.

Reiki & Alternative Healing Sessions

I am currently available to schedule in-person Reiki Sessions to anyone in Snohomish County Washington, USA.

I am also able to perform distance Reiki Sessions at any time.

You can book here or visit Schedulicity directly (this is what is linked throughout the site). If you prefer Paypal please visit the Services Page and follow the instructions there completely.

💎 Patreons receive a steep 33% off discount! Which is provided upon the service as a credit. When you retain enough credit, you receive a Free Session. (That usually comes out to be 3 Sessions, getting your 4th Free).

Reiki Sessions are $44 Each.

  • Traditional Usui Reiki Session
  • Reiki Chakra Activation & Balancing Session
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I also am available for a more divine calling and healing for deeper and more sensitive needs of the collectively cosmic individuals. I am actively working with Lightworkers or anyone who is Awakening.

Working with the Source, Angels, Ascended Masters, and All Cosmic Forces of Light and Love. I specialize in, I am attuned to, and I am aligned with: Lemuria, Atlantis, Andromeda, Pleiades, Lyra, Sirius, and Ra frequencies. I am pursuing a personal path of working with Source Energy and the 5D New Earth Grid, as well as joining Mass Meditations for the Collective regularly. If you are interested in knowing more about this you can follow me on Twitter.

  • Angelic Healing Ceremony – $27
  • Rainbow Reiki of the 7 Rays – $44
  • Atlantis Reiki – $56

I encourage anyone to try traditional Reiki before getting specialty sessions such as these as they can be deep and cause accelerated healing and awakening.

Topics such as Awakening and Ascension are not covered on this blog currently, at least not directly, and can be very personal. What you will find here hopefully, is the Virtues, the Lessons, the Truth in both Science and Spirit that you may be searching for in the Moment.

If this resonates with you, then my services and upcoming courses may be a great fit for you both in person or online!

Connecting to the Cosmic Web: Through the Sun, Science, and Space

Connecting to the Cosmic Web: Through the Sun, Science, and Space

Chiron has a seriously interesting orbit that has sprung a new concept of its effect on us in Astrology. Pulling from both an Astronomy, Cosmology and Alchemic point of view.  The goal today? To integrate you into a full understanding of how we are connected to the Cosmic Web of Life at Large. Introducing a new blog category for Life of the Universe, as a Universal Language of Love and Light approaches you now.

Astronomy Astrologers named this newly discovered planet of 1977 as Chiron. The centaur, wounded healer as the story goes – could heal others but not himself.

While reading about the astrology of Orion constellation, I noticed that this alignment to the Great Pyramids of Egypt make sense in this regard. As it’s technology is thought to distribute harmonious effects of healing, yet the age of silver, iron, the Dark Ages still took place and had its effect on the land and our lives.


A lot has changed in 36,000 years (yes that’s about x20 older than most think the pyramids are). I believe this because it doesn’t make sense that the Sphinx who is obviously aligned to Sirius in the Age of Leo, that we can believe that the Sphinx and Pyramids were constructed in the devastation of weather in that age. That means we have to travel back to the last time of the Age of Leo, which was 36000 AD, in the Golden Age.

What’s great about this large scale of time reverence using astrology and geology, we can see farther than our illusion of human evolution. Yet we can still see the return of the human cycle as we are entering into the Golden Age again, on the Rise…

Continue reading “Connecting to the Cosmic Web: Through the Sun, Science, and Space”
My Soul Searching Mission | Self & the Solar Chakra Series Introduction

My Soul Searching Mission | Self & the Solar Chakra Series Introduction

Throughout my awakening recently (2019) I have delved back into my own Soul Searching mission. I have found some extremely interesting, enlightening, and solid info about the soul that seven years ago (my last soul searching mission) I couldn’t find evidence for.

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This Soul Journey Green Phantom Bracelet from Zen Jewelz facilitates broader spiritual awareness and assists with transitions. Taking you traveling through multi or inner dimensions, it strips away the layers to reveal your spiritual core.

My own interests in the soul started with a realization of Depression and what it looked like within my friends and family. I was aware from a young age that the state of negative thinking drove people into this state. I wanted to know why people were not simply more optimistic. From this immature status at the time I wondered why people studied for jobs they didn’t want. Or why they stayed in relationships that continued to hurt them. This was all very boggling to me and started my interest in general psychology.

Since I have always been in a state of optimistic denial for most of my life, I was at service to others around me and ignored my own likeness in life. In other words, I was under the psychological confinement of my own ego. Yet, my Will overtook the ego in service to others. I went about searching for answers in science, observing others, and although I learned a lot about life… I got nowhere in truly understanding my own life and experience.

What really shook me up was the month I had my DNOTS experience and what I learned about unconditional love. I can’t shake the realism and overwhelming stack of my reality – my own pieces of memory, energy, realizations, aligning in such synchronicity! At such high voltage energy, and the intensity of my inner visions was so vivid. – I have taken drugs in my own experimental phases that include hallucinogenic mushrooms and LSD in my past, as well as Ecstasy and Mali. I will now admit that I have never tripped for more than 48 hours. – Try 11 days of spiritual sobriety (aka awakening) and being overcome with the sensations of all of these combined at once, in short waves and bursts of profound self-realization and unity consciousness expansion. I’m glad to be through my own veil. To remember.


Coming Out of Pandora’s Box

I really didn’t know what I was doing when I opened the skeleton closet, my own Pandoras Box within my Heart Center. I didn’t know I’d find my friends, family, trauma, and chaos. That I’d go as far as visiting my own record, retrieving forgotten memories, and wisdom beyond this lifetime. What brought me through the most rapid succession of several months of ‘spirit trials’ and initiations within. I can’t tell you how much emotional effort it took to get to the understanding I have. I have a few friends and family members to thank especially my husband for supporting me this year as I delved into these existential questions of destiny, worth, and self-healing. My promise was to emerge with the knowledge, wisdom, and understanding to share the truth of self-healing and happiness with others.

Since then, I have found my center and I have greatly appreciated the Soul Searching mission thus far. This week, I want to share with you what I have learned from these experiences, as well as the science and spiritual knowledge that I have research and admired in my quest to do with the Solar Plexus Charka, the Ego, Will, and Shadow Self.


Other Posts About Chakras

I have waited to continue writing the chakra posts because I wanted to be absolutely sure and positive about the sources, and understand my own lessons before I wrote about them here. In this way, I hope you take what is written here only as it resonates with your current understanding of yourself. Take no advice that does not seem fully right to do so with good intention, faith, and unconditional love.


My Personal Self Care Habits & Routines

Healing deep emotional imbalances, blocks or traumas can be really important to our wellness right now. To be able to live in a more loving way, to feel more freedom in our lives. Let’s explore the importance of this today as I give you some guidance for really meaningful self care time.

Read full Universal Astrology post for today that inspired this post


Using Crystals for Deeply Personal Self Care

Rose Quartz is really useful for your Heart Chakra, healing relationships and inner abundance and unconditional love for all
Clear Quartz is really a quality option for any healing, transmuting, or clearing. Coming in many forms such as raw Quarts, Clear Quartz wand, Clear Quartz Sphere, and more you can really vary the use of quartz for a lot of different ways. Ranging for meditation, environmental space, or even clearing rituals or routines.


Morning Self Care Routines

Any natural doctor or scientist will tell you how important it is to wake up and drink a glass of water. Natural or mystic coachs will often encourage you to take time to write down or ponder your dreams. Waking up slowly and quietly is important to your most energetically harmonious day.

I know when I have to wake up in hurry or force myself out of zombie mood, it’s really triggering for me into a bad or low energy state. Keeping me from feeling ready, willing, and excited to move into the rest of the day.

If your not a morning person (like me) then maybe you drink some water and go for some coffee and light morning reading or writing.

When I’m ready, I like to do any Vlogs or Recordings in the morning with a fresh new, alert mind. I find that I am most fair, unbais, and clear in the late morning.

I also take a moment to change over my daily Motivational cards and look over my collection of books and resources. Sometimes I take a moment ot myself to read something inspiring or choose a book to pick up later in the day. I might just pick a crystal to carry or simply hold one for a moment. I like to have a moment of gratitude at the beginning of the day. Thankful for another day to experience love, light, and hopefully some laughter. For my body, mind, and heart to know, think, and feel.


Afternoon Self Care Habits

I really find it most successful to stretch my body, muscles and limbs in the afternoon. I spend a lot of time sitting to work at the computer and by the afternoon, I’m really ready to move around fully. Stretching is something I take really seriously. Doing some extra Core Strength exercises is usually really successful too.

If I have had a stressful or heavy day, week, or month, I often find time to relief my stress in this part of the day. I tend to grab my essential oils for quick mental or emotional healing affirmations within.

Another glass of water is never a bad idea either.


Late Evening Self Care Habits

There are certain evenings of the week where either me or my husband have some individual self care time to do things without the other. It’s on these nights that I stay up late reading, studying, and learning new things. I have a lot of interests and open books.

Right now I’m still finishing original works by Carl Jung such as the Red Book and his book of Archetypes. As well as Thoth’s Tablets, and Hermetic teachings, and the Kyballon. There are tons of other things I have nearly finished studying for now as I have learned, practiced and adapted into my own understanding of self help and healing. It is these nights that I get so inspired to be ‘the scribe’ that I feel empowered to be a blogger in this age.


Self Care Days

I try to take it easy at least one day a week, doing the minimum requirements and sticking to self serving tasks or jobs. I take the day to clean my clothes, care for my desk and treasured items. I might listen to a lot of music or pick up the guitar for a while.

I usually take these days to catch up on videos I like on Youtube and catch up on the weeks’ Astrology News. Taking time to read the new science articles and changes in the world. I might spend too long surfing Facebook News, Groups, and Timelines.

I also try to call up at least one if not a few really close friends. There are loads of people in our life that are important to us as individuals. It’s those close family members and best friends we need to remember, cherish, and connect with often.


How Times Have Changed

A year ago I wouldn’t be writing this post because I would have been explaining how important it was for me to help everyone else. So much so that I didn’t have time, and didn’t need to have time, to myself. I knew back then that I wanted to. But I didn’t see the overall importance of it – for me.

That has dramatically changed as I have done more true healing in the last couple months than I would have ever known I need. It’s thanks to my husband, and my own inner forgiveness that I found this to be a personal requirement to my own inner happiness.

Now that I have developed a few daily and weekly habits to tune into and connect and inspire myself. I feel a lot better, more capable than before. To work and serve the world and those I love with more space for them. Not only do I know who and what is important to me. I can better serve myself, the people I love, and the world that I adore. It simply brings me joy to know that a little self love goes a lot way in loving the world too.

Why You Self Sabotage & How You Can Better Establish Your Identity

Why You Self Sabotage & How You Can Better Establish Your Identity

Today I want to talk about Sabotage and how we can release ourselves from being bound and kept locked up within our own minds, bodies, and fragmented shadow self. Our minds are plastic and we are prone to self-sabotage, and revenge against others we have judgments upon.

Help Yourself Lighten the Load of a Heavy Heart

Help Yourself Lighten the Load of a Heavy Heart

Every heavy heart has a fear of being abandoned or left behind. These are related to issues of abuse of any kind, including neglect. Every day we see relationships come together and fall apart, and this creates a lot of guard, resentment, and suppressed emotions. I am suggesting that Rose Quartz, Garnet, and Lavender Essential Oil may be able to help you heal from neglect, abuse, or other trauma.

Diving Deep Within the Emotional Water of Your Body’s Energy

Diving Deep Within the Emotional Water of Your Body’s Energy

For You and for Gaia.

As a follow up to the previous Root Chakra post I want to “cover some ground” about how our own Root Chakra Energy may or may not have an effect on other creatures, and Gaia.

To start with, I’ll touch on two different psychological archetypes I have and how these developed and helped me become more aware of who I was. I spent a few years on the streets of the West Coast of the USA, and why Traveling was the most impactful year for me to look back on recently.

Then we’ll talk about how our energy physically grounds us to the Earth, as it transfers to us, through us, and out constantly in motion. And finally how our instincts, natural rhythm, and spiritual drive is what helps us turn the tables in America – back to a residence of vitality and abundance!

In the previous post, depending on if you were in a healing or a hurting kind of mindset, it may have been hard to take in emotionally. I think that’s a fair warning sign that you would like some answers as to Why, and how to transmute them so that you can feel better too. Additionally, how does this make sense logically?

First of all, storytime! So that some of my own background and experience can be understood throughout this post. I had an attraction to “street kids” in high school, the Runaways, the ones without a home, wanderers. And I loved them dearly, they meant the world to me. I did this in and outside of school. I had so, so many groups of friends and they often didn’t mingle but that’s okay. I didn’t really cling to anyone and when I did, it was usually for the long haul. In this way, I just seemed to be a go-to for those in need of a hug, friendship, and chill conversation. One of the guys, since I was young. *shrugs* FML



Power of Positivity writes this Archetype post related to Personality, a blog post exploring these basic Archetypes. Many will get lost in attempting to relate and identify too definitively to only one or two of these when in actuality they’re all are much like our interpretations of other stories. These stories are different between us greatly based on what we’ve read, seen, and created. So understand that we all have different personalities and identities. Use these ideas only as tools to help you intuitively learn about your own interests, passion, design, and purpose.


The Duality of Inner Psychological Archetypes


The personal story above defines a part of my personality psychologically as the Caregiver being of service to the Outlaw. This is a simple and positive 2D outlook.

Which alternatively could mean the shadow battle being that of a Rebel to the Rulers/Bully, another 2D inner perspective.

The 4D outlook is understanding that both of these are playing out within the ego in a 3D. This is why our emotions are psychically confused mentally in 4D.

When I jumped in a “van full of hippies” that were quite honestly My Tribe, some of the kids I had previously taken in, and some of my oldest “friends and enemies”. It was a wild ride but some of what I learned grounded me as I had never imagined possible! The sense of freedom to knowing your basic needs of survival are very simple.

Water, shelter, warmth, companions, and food.
Oy and air!

This is ultimately where I learned a lot of the universal companionship and human equality regardless of religious or spiritual beliefs. Of race, of the homeless, the rich, of color, of spirit, and the equality of the human expression without judgment.

When you are one of the creatures walking around with your hand out, a smile on, and grimy fingers.
Well now, we must think about that…

I was once one of those kids, those clowns, those dancers, those entertainers, storytellers. And what am I doing? I wasn’t working for anyone in particular or even for myself, but for the world. I was working the land, the people, and remembering what it was like to be Free!

America (and the World) is confined in a strange way but it’s not because we can point a finger or use the T-word guys. It’s because it’s people are lazy, sleeping, and songless. The Eagle is no longer hunting the Snakes! Its time to wake up, and turn our own emotional lies into something that can defend and protect us!

All across the Globe, there are people gathering in festivals, grounds, celebrations, shows, and more to share positive space and ideas for living. It’s not made of fear, it’s made of love and service to each other.

I have been to several Rainbow Gatherings and to say this time in my life Traveling was a heartwarming experience is not enough. HERE is where I learn that underneath our many clothes and layers, we are all of flesh and bone and soul and brain and stars.

“Welcome Home” is a celebration of being Alive just the way you are, Anywhere you are. When you see people sharing, caring, giving, and receiving without a price tag, and barter without money, and cooking without shopping. It’s enlightening to know that we are designed to be that Giving to each other! and! That when we Are Aware we have Trust and Companionship in all of the World’s Creatures. That when you can identify your Tribe, you can come and join in food, shelter, whatever you need. Then we come to realize that we are all the same Tribe!

The trouble is when I left this journey, and came back “home”, to Washington, as we all did. We lost this spirit of living and forgot what we learned at “home”. I have news for you! HERE and NOW you are STILL at HOME!


It’s time to wake up and rage!
It’s time to wake up and get weird!


Let’s fast forward to real-time and explain how these 2D archetypes followed me in my 4D mental box and how I got out of it!



Let us Transmute the Snake to the Dragon!


Maybe the Eagle has other things to hunt than Snakes nowadays. Maybe the snakes have learned to protect their young? Or maybe they weren’t ever meant to harm us in the first place

Think About What You Want, or That Which is “Good”


To start with let’s think about reptiles and amphibians and how they are created from that of a 1D kind of tadpole existence, then they sprout legs and a tail, but eventually, they become what we perceive as a 3D animal such as a frog. Snakes are born in eggs much like chickens, and so we can assume the Dragon as the same.

When we perceive a Snake in a story, we can attune that to any emotional story of that of sneaking, lying, and deception. Although snakes may be delicate pets to some, to others they are fearful and cold. Like Slytherins for example.

Dragons have similar energy in the West because of their power in the East. This can be transmuted emotionally if we understand what the “sneaky dragon” we are afraid of is actually hiding. From my own intuition, study, both spiritual and fantastical, I can say that the dragons are Protective, Loyal, and Magically Intelligent. They are honoring knowledge, abundance, and purity of heart. Sometimes the most important things are a treasure worth protecting for the pure of heart are rare and valuable.

Did YOU accurately judge the heart of the Slytherins such as Snape, or Draco Malfoy, or even Darth Vader?

No! The jokes on you. Feel with your heart and your head, blood and bones.

In this same way let’s take my troublesome archetypes to another, deeper layer.



Caregiver being of service to the Outlaw

As a Water Bearer of Aquarius, which is a sign of AIR (not water actually) that this is natural for me. I want to bring to people, whatever it is that they need at the time that they need it. Being airborne helps this quite a bit when you have energetic bonds with your friends and family. I am in constant motion to please those around me, and often forget to drink water myself! So when I’m not bringing others what they need, or thinking about what time it is, then I return to the well to fill it and drink some for myself.

I have always been interested in the mind, and that’s probably a mix of several things. My own inner traumas, my special needs younger sister, psychic grandma, or all those Criminal Mind Shows, bios, and articles I’ve obsessed over. There’s something about the psychologically insane that has always fascinated me because I don’t understand what drives a man mad. And why is it so many are lost to their thoughts and delusions?

Without any gore or detail, I can tell you that sometimes the mind is a scary place.

I think I’ve always been attracted to the Outlaw or the Outcasts because I feel that I am one. I have to admit that. But I also feel a strong empathy to other “Black Sheep” of families and have always wished for a place of comfort too. I did my best to provide that, and to some, I think I made an impact on some in these ways. Enough that none of them are actually living on the streets right now, and even those who may have spent some time behind bars, they are all released. I take no credit here, it just goes to prove that there are always Caregivers for the Outcasts.


If only you are the Caregiver to Your Own Inner Outcast!

So let’s say that you are feeling outcasted.
Emotions are coming through of: shame, regret, misinformed, confused, disconnected, or betrayal

You feel heavy and your energy drops, other memories of times you were also outcasted for similar things and soon your mental space is confining you in a way that your energies start to freeze up. Your Triple Warmer Reflexes of Fight, Flight, or Freeze kick in defensively and your thoughts Race towards its weapons that worked last time it was Outcasted. – BREAK –


Rebel being of service to the inner Ruler, instead of the Caregiver, Opps!

You start to remember what you have to say or do and what energy you used to defeat the Ruler that is “harming” the Caregiver. So you feel energy and emotions that resemble pessimistic response, anger, guilt or reflect the shame. Whatever it is that made you feel this lower frequency, is what you are tempted to return to. In this way, if you hear a lie, you are tempted to return it. And even worse, share it with your companions! You are so worked up over the Ruler (AGAIN!) that you can’t help but respond.

You can’t freeze forever before you Fight, or you Flight. Right?…

But there is hope!


Introducing Your Body’s Primal Triple Warmer Merdian

In the Freeze state, you can choose to transmute the Rebel into the helpful Caregiver. By letting the Caregiver also help the Ruler, in the way she did the Outlaw! Teaching the bullies, or training the inner dragons, we can resist our ego and stop fighting. Our Primal Energy of the Root Chakra related heavily to our Triple Warmer Meridian, which is most active in the late evening of 9-11PM! This is Universal in reference to time because your timed clocks are identified by your location, which is in relation to the sun and moon where you are on the planet. It’s all calculated for you, in the Big Picture.


In the Triple Warmer and Radiant Circuits section of Energy Medicine by Donna Eden, she explains this energetically in the body to both mental and biological impulses to survival.

The Militia Within. The cellular level of the immune system – with its lymphocytes, thymocytes, memory B cells, helper and killer T cells, antigens, and antibodies – is a military display that is dazzling in its design, complexity, and intelligence. It is the energy of triple warmer and the radiant circuits, however, that actives this extraordinary assembly. It is in the interplay of triple warmer and the other radiant circuits that your immun3e system’s strategy unfolds.
The triple warmer is like the king who conscripts an army from the various locales, organs, and systems. It has full authority, although it neer conscripts energy from its queen, the heart… Passed down from one generation to the next, they evolved over many millions of years. Prototypes of the army’s most basic maneuvers trace back at least to protozoa, which had, more than two billion years ago, learned to recognize and destroy foreign intruders…”

Triple Warmer Overkill. … The triple warmer has no interest in your happiness or your spiritual development – only in keeping you alive. Unfortunately, its information bank about what is required for your survival has not received a major deposit in several million years. The immune system of our early primate ancestors is not so different from our own. Yet triple warmer is still invested with the authority to override virtually any other need in your body to mount an immune reaction. For your health, triple warmer ignites fevers and infections to fight disease. For your safety, triple warmer prompts the release of adrenaline to meet an emergency.”


What this means to you in regards to your health is that your mental choices of mental reference of are the singular design of survival only. To transcend any emotional moment you must understand it’s beauty and its pain. To reach a decision you then include your environment and friends, what is best for all. And then you can feel your thoughts and act with empathy and compassion from your mind and heart. In this way, you will attract a healthier environment for yourself, and for others.

What this means for your body is a more Balanced response to your emotional energy systems so that you become more aware of your desire, passion, and motivation in life. A clearer path to what is loving, and light, and awesome!


Meet Donna Eden, the author of Energy Medicine. If you don’t want to take my word for it, or hers then try it for yourself when your feeling overwhelmed and having trouble finding your thoughts in confusion or resisting the fight/flight response more successfully. There’s nothing wrong with saying, “Give me a few minutes to respond please” and removing yourself, clearing out, and then making a choice of action without the stress, confusion, and illusions.

When it comes to letting yourself feel emotional about being outcasted, there is something you can teach others by remaining caring to yourself. (What example can you set by running?) Understand that there is a reason for this. You don’t need people who outcast you. Especially if They are the same people who did it last time. If you did something to cause them to need to turn away from you right now, then it’s time you cared enough about yourself to not be a Ruler on the outside anymore. A group does not need a Ruler if they are A Team! *enter theme song* The catch is realizing you must learn from the Tribe, you need your companions to help assist you in times of need, especially emotionally. When you find your friends, don’t let them go. Some things are worth fighting for.



Accepting that the battle is energetically woven throughout your body in complex design.

These Archetypes are considered mental or psychological. The emotions are peptides that trigger combinations and messages to cells. This causes multiple functions to fire physically that impact our ability to think.

IF we choose a fighting response we choose to send less brainpower and more physical endurance. This means blood to your legs to run and to your arms to engage. Feelings of anger do not help you resolve intellectual problems.

IF you want to rewire your response to react intelligently then you must not fight, but use your time within the moment of the first emotional freezing to resist the urge to fight.

You have two options now, flight or reflect all together. They are both neutral.

The flight response sends the emotional message to the other person that you are careless, it will be up to them to assume in what way you are careless. To words, actions, opinions, who knows? Who cares? This is an emotional runoff into the psyche that you cannot be harmed. Which is one way is true, physically escaping physical danger is wise. But what of the heart? It is not designed to be careless! The Heart is part of the Caregiver Archetype in all of us! (Re-read the quotes above again if you need to.)

In the last option, you can choose to remain in stance and unaffected, a reflection of motion. You simply do not accept the negativity of being the outcast, the ruler, the rebel, or any other mental construct and accept that every one of us is of a uniquely different design.



Using Empathy,  Emotions are embedded and meant to be Embraced.

If you feel your own emotions, and think your own thoughts, then you are caring for yourself. If you see your own Caregiver helping your own inner Rebel, then maybe you can more easily help Them see You better?

What if the homeless said I want to work?
What if the criminal says I want to love?
What if the greedy says they want to give?
What if the guards say I want a hug?
Let them work, love, give, hug!


Musical Influence: Nahko Bear (Medicine for the People) ღ Aloha Ke Akua – I hope you have a few minutes to listen and absorb the messages from this post and enjoy a dive within. This song is truly inspiring and the message is extremely important. If you have lost yourself in understanding this post, then your artistic mind will enjoy this more Primal Understanding of the Deep With Song. It’s beautiful, and I highly suggest full screen, volume, and peace.




Mental Space Junk and Deep Sea Trash


This might sound far fetched but I think it might resonate with you more than you might think at first. I want to introduce a few pictures of energy fields so that you can see how we are giving and receiving energy in our body. We are taking in positive energy through our skin, throughout our internal body, and within our psyche with our senses. We are also sending out energy through this same network.

Because we don’t “see” ourselves as “connected” doesn’t mean that we aren’t. Quantum Entanglement and other new Energy Science finally suggest some truth to our energies being connected to Gaia and Astral Entities. Did you know that we have an energetic blueprint as an embryo?

We can now see the energetic body that a cell will have before it even develops to size! This explains how some skilled energy healers such as Donna Eden are able to help war veterans and others who have lost limbs, dealing with Phantom Limbs. Even without the limb, the body retains its energetic blueprint or energy body!

Our Earth is changing in frequency, and this comes from a core perspective. Gaia has an energetic field and biome that far exceeds what we might think.

If we personalize the Water of Gaia we can better understand how we all play a part in the planet’s energy systems.


I’d like you to meet the long-lasting Ancient Turtle, the Octopus, and the Sea Dragon. The slow but steady turtle is long-living, graceful, and extremely diverse. The females go through great lengths and traumas to give birth. The Octopus is most intelligent and must live on as they network in disguise. Born on the sea’s ground, they go about life fluidly and this is something we can learn from. The hidden Sea Dragons, or eals, or sharks, or even more interesting The Giant Squid! There is so much to the inner world of the water that we cannot understand because we do not see its Beauty!

Or do we? Our mythical ideas of them serve as warnings to care for them! And to admire, respect, and Remember Them. Where the Octopus reminds us to be careful with our instinctual weapons as they can harm others, as well as themselves.

Let us explore how our emotions are effectively used to heal our mental states if we are Aware of them. Regardless of what we “see” in our 3D perspectives.


Mudras you can use to balance your Elements


As I explained quickly in my recent Astrology Vlog, the Moon is connected to our emotional systems, including our mental, and hormonal conditions emotionally.

Since we’re still on water lets watch a life-changing video that shows you the truth about how you are affecting the state of your own water body. Or shall I say, emotional body? This video shows how our emotional thoughts imprint into water on a molecular level. Those that are negative, fall out of a healthy ph balance to our bodies. The most positive emotional energy to water found is that of Gratitude and Unconditional Love.



The Truth is we all need to be filtering our well waters. As well as filtering our inner Emotions. The answer is not plastic bottles of “filtered” water that is not pH balanced for our wellbeing. No more plastic parts!

When you have an 18-month-old and you notice the effects of tap water versus filtered and ph balanced water, with happy thoughts and music. That is a receipt for a happier life in the long run for my energetic child. It’s part of positive parenting, loving and caring for the elements. In return, they will take care of us too. Part of the creation process of growth and expansion in, especially past 5D, is the emotional process of caring about the outcome of what you are nurturing in your life.



The Plastic Epidemic has to stop or we will lose our water.

Let me tell you about the kind of place a Lion, Zebra, Elephant, Lives Without Water. How far do those creatures have to search for water in the land? How far does a giraffe have to stretch to reach but only some water! Where it can reach so high for green twigs in the sky. Flexibility is a funny thing!

To settle these ideas back down to logic, it means that even when we get up to Higher Ground. At some point, it’s within our Instinct to Desire Water When We Are Thirsty.

Like many other things in life, when it is Alive it is Serving A Purpose. Be grateful for all the things of the Water as you sip, because without it… What are you without water? Without Emotions?

We must feel if we are to realize Gaia’s potential to provide water for us!


In the past, we were stuck in the mud.
In the past, we were frozen.
In the past, we were flooded.
This we know and remember!

Do not. Let Gaia. Dry up.


If I might hold to the Lion Kingdom for a moment, let’s consider Leo! In astrology, we personalize Leos with comrades, kingdoms, lazy prowess, and a bit of an ego. But the lifestyle of the Lion is a joyful one!

They play, and hunt, and dance, and romance. Its all happy in a life of freedom!

The key to this is realizing our emotions about our World! Why do you feel bad about it?

Because you dont want it?
Because you dont need it?

Think again my friends!

There is hope for all if there is hope within!



Diving Deep Within Your Emotions for Personal Understanding & Peace

If you feel your emotions as they occur you can understand more intuitively why you do want and need the Elements!

You are surrounded by energy that directly influences your surroundings in many ways. So lets flip and realize that this is also true that other energies are influencing you too!

Let it soak in. Dive deep.

Emotional awareness is imperative to the ability to focus and adapt. If you can focus, you will adapt, then you can acquire whatever elements you need at any given time because your instincts will tell you what you want and need. Will you listen?

If you called to animals then help them
Stop watching the stories unfold in horror
Stop the plastic problem by not using it or buying it

What you can do to heal Gaia emotionally? Emotionally Heal Yourself

The Water Bottle factories aren’t making water, they are making plastic

The War on Recycling is in your own home, not in your country or some waste business.

Forgive yourself for ignoring your emotional worry about the purpose of Gaia, and start living a life that is aware of her and the way she feels. If we don’t provide for our emotional rhythm, then she may lose hers.


Let us go deep within for her and recover emotionally.


How did this happen? Over time we have gotten very confused about what is dangerous and have continued to be fearful. Overcome your emotional fears. And the whole world could change. Stop fighting your emotions and be Genuine. Create something new, not something old. Karma is understanding the balance of interweaving energy. Unconditional Love <– Truth


Next Up: We can explore the Sacral and Solar Chakras and Creation with Duality and defining the Ego within a Balanced Trinity. Continuing to understand how we are made within the balance of our natural body systems. To the artists, authors, scientists, teachers, and creators out there – thank you for your Guidance!



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DIVING DEEP WITHIN THE EMOTIONAL WATER OF YOUR BODY’S ENERGY | Emotional Self Care I want to “cover some ground” about how our own Root Chakra Energy may or may not have an effect on other creatures, and Gaia. To start with, I’ll touch on two different psychological archetypes I have and how these developed and helped me become more aware of who I was to explore more deeply how we are energetically affecting Gaia and our Water with our Emotions. – by Lee Bowden of Loving Life With Lee #selfcare #emotionalhealing #energymedicine


Dear Reader, Which emotions have you the most “stuck” in your ways? For the better or worse?
I’d love to hear your stories in the comments!



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Why do we feel the way we feel? How do our thoughts and emotions affect our health? Are our bodies and minds distinct from each other or do they function together as parts of an interconnected system?



The Red Dirt Road of the Root Chakra Energy Healing

The Red Dirt Road of the Root Chakra Energy Healing

When I first started my self-healing journey, I noted that my primal Root Chaka was closed, and upon finding out that this was the sexual energy powerhouse. Well, let’s just say I agreed that this energy base was weak if not inactive. To say I have made progress in this chakra now is an understatement. I not only have an active Root Chakra, but I have much more healthy energy throughout my entire body.

Today id like to share with you my own experience, reveal some of my own practice, thoughts, and resources on the Root Chakra and the Red Dirt Road of Self Healing.

(Disclaimer: I am not a medical professional. Rather I prefer a “Student of Life”. In this way, some of what I say may contradict your instincts, and that’s for good reason. Please trust your own intuition and apply it to your own life. Let no one take your power of thought, not even me. With that said I’ve been reading about emotions, energy, and psychology, and astrology since I was a young girl.)

I will spare the details of my most troubling inner-worldly fantasies as a child here. This is what I’m comfortable telling today, as an opening to this post. I hope for those who may be struggling with their own mental health, that this is enlightening and revealing to the Truth.

After more than a year of being “stuck inside my world” between the age of 12-14, I was able to come out of these “mental” delusions, by choosing to live in reality. I came clean with my inner world and told my friends and family what I knew of myself, and my world. Instinctually, I used the color Red in my mind to push down this world. Out of ‘sight’ out of ‘mind’. In my own “mental defense”, every time I would think of these inner-worldly “thoughts”, or of its characters, I would think of the color Red and crush my hand into my forehead.

Over time, of my own mental power and free will, I was able to live more freely and started establishing Real relationships with others around me, just in time for High School. I lived a mostly normal teenage life. I don’t deter too much from this vibrant color of red, but I wouldn’t call it my favorite! I never got diagnosed or admitted for mental evaluation or anything, I simply choose to move on and live here in this life instead of the one in my mind. I’ll note also that I strayed far away from my Christian Roots and faith at this time completely, and kind of “detached” from reality on Reserve. (I’m an Aquarius, the Water Bearer, remember?)

Now that I’m older, and this world revealed itself again, I was not afraid but curious. And it has unfolded back into my path through my Root Chakra. I will now explain, as best as I can currently…




Introducing the Root Chakra


In Energy Medicine, the Root Chakra is described in this way:

“The root chakra sits at the base of the spine, and its energies move to the front of the body, spinning over the pelvis and the vagina in a woman, the penis and testes in a man. It exerts its influence both up the body, carrying the life force, and down the legs, providing support. This chakra is a channel for the primordial energies of the Earth…” 


I have been listening to a lot more music lately because it makes me feel great. But it can also be very triggering to me in helping to process my thoughts and emotions! The song “Love Letters to God” has been on replay in my life weekly lately, and one line stuck out in particular to me:

“Flipping through my chapter seven
I live with the snakes in the great deception
No court in this country for men
Who steal from their mother on paper with pen
And we’re tripping
Down a red dirt road
And we’re asking
Is this the way we should go?
Kissing, soft top feet of my goddess
We walk the earth, baby yeah we got this
Focus, and it’s redirected
Grateful, and I’m resurrected
Stubborn, But I know the way
You’re the skin of my drum
To your rhythm I will sway
Take my hand”

– Lyrics from the Song, “Love Letters to God” by Nahko and the Medicine for the People


I really started to wonder about that, and after some recent recovery of my old memories, including this inner world. Well, I remembered that Red was the color I used to “push down” my memories during those Traumatic days when I was young. After a little bit of research, I came across more of the native’s outlook on the wellness of being such as the White Bison!

Throughout the day I thought about this more and then suddenly – AA came to mind, along with deep thoughts about my father in law, who has been absolutely amazing with his recovery and addiction the last few years! I’ll take a moment to note that I am so, so proud of my state of Washington!

The struggle is real mammals!

The Heroin epidemic here has been extreme for many, many years. I’m so happy to say as a Witness to this disease, that there is INDEED HOPE FOR ALL.

There are people out there Serving and Providing the resources and networks for True Recovery. And it comes with forgiveness, devotion, and self-worth. Every addict I’ve witness return to health is such a profoundly capable and productive person, such large hearts they have! Those friends you see lost in the addiction of any kind, they have hearts of gold, such as a Lion!



Alcoholics Anonymous 12 Step Program

I have attended both AA and NA meetings (Narcotics Anonymous) a huge number of times, supporting various friends or family by escorting them to their meetings (by request of course). I have full faith, hope, and admiration for these individuals who take upon themselves their recovery and their own healing. Their loyalty, honesty, and empathy to each other are always moving to my heart and soul. I take great care to have respect for the struggling addict and will be there in their lowest time of need for help – a way out.

The 12 Step Program, as well as the sacred native healing lessons, reads a lot like my post that I intuitively wrote about before discovering this song and its meaning.

Self Diagnosis in 12 Steps for Personal Health & Well Being

My own experience from here leads me directly into some of my darkest Revelations during my own Healing Journey. Now that I have followed that Red Dirt Road, I am realizing how much I have learned about myself, my past, my experiences. My health in both emotional and mental areas has dramatically improved.

Another quote from Donna’s Energy Medicine book in her Chakra Chapter, to ponder for yourself (Note: This bubbly character can see and sense the energies of others.)

“Each chakra spirals down several layers into the body. The top layer, which sometimes feels more like debris than coherent energy, seems related to recent events that have not yet been integrated. As you go deeper, the energies get clearer and more consistent, and the chakra’s distinct influence becomes more obvious. The fourth level begins to pick up incidents from earlier in the person’s life. If I move into the filed deeply enough and reach the fourth, fifth, and sixth levels, I get images and stories. When I tell the stories, the person usually responds with a surprising confirmation… “

If you apply this to thinking dimensionally since our energies are all connected with our body-mind and emotional systems as well. Then what kind of story are you living that you are currently unaware of? Asking some of the deepest questions have been the most difficult but freeing thing for my mind and soul. My energy is much cleaner and I am becoming less worried and definitely much less fearful. As I know there is more to life on the inside, that I am recreating in my life in a healthier way now.



I can attribute much of this healing to the following list, that directly increased my Root Charka Energy


* Learning and practicing ‘Grounding’ – giving and receiving energy from the Earth/Gaia via physical contact. Mostly through naked feet or hands on the Earth’s ground, deep breathes of fresh air, or touching living plants (spiritually, giving and receiving life force from Source)

* Using Binaural Beats to Balance my Bodies Charkas, throughout – by taking 15 mins a few times a week, I brought energy into each chakra and then balanced them out, allowing energy to flow all the way through me, to the bottom to the top of the chakras, bringing life into my abundant primal energy from below in the Root Chakra

* Being more conscious of my Primal Instincts, needs for survival, and passionate responses and stimulus. And then further, How I was treating my more primal, natural, and instinctual behaviors (was I giving in or suppressing these needs and why). Simply noticing where I was over-regulating myself from my needs or wants, and how more or less constrictive I needed to be on myself. As well as noticing what ‘warmed’ me in these lower energetic areas throughout the day, was insightful into what I was feeling most passionate about, and what was making me excited about life. Taking note of what makes me feel Most Alive, or mental-spiritual speaking Most High.

* Prayer, meditation, and gratitude daily and often throughout the day, and forgiveness of self and others in a nonjudgement and way of unconditional love – giving and receiving openly. I hold no ties to Islam in this life but I can appreciate their dedication, as they pray to Allah up to 5 times a day and their morals are sound in their faith. If you ask me most men on this Earth have lost their way to the understanding spirit and the females have done nothing to remind themselves of their love for Life and Source. Think about Peace, and ask for it – we shall come to love all in time because of our gratitude.

* Learning to identify negative emotional energy and memories. Taking time to process them, accept them, learn, and then let go in completion and love of the lesson and elements and people involved. Only by understanding our feelings and thoughts can we use them to move into a more way of thinking.


These are probably not what you expect when you researched the Root Chakra to find this post. I’ll leave those posts describing crystals, and herbs, and mantras, and all the more common information for you to discover on your own. There is a lot to be learned about this energy powerhouse!



Here is what I have uncovered within my OWN experiences with working with my Root Chakra Center.

I have a number of “past life” remembrances that have occurred as vivid, dreamy visions while in conscience meditation. Some are of wars, animals, planes or locations, or open universal space. Some would say these are spiritual dimensions and I would agree, in an All One, Highest of Creations, King of Kings, Pure, knows and all plans all, the Source of all Universes.

Sidenote: There’s a lot out there regarding our expanding human consciousness, too much to source here so I’d recommend someone like Aaron Doughty to help better explain some basics – he’s all about “Expand Your Consciousness” and does new Youtube videos daily.

These visions greatly helped me to understand those memories I had tried so hard to forget with the color red (a reference to the intro to this post). Through a bit of a DKOTS experience recently, I was able to make out some incredibly difficult, but important lessons about unconditional love from loss, and the story of Lilith’s horror to many includes myself.

How do I know what they were, you ask?

Trust me when I say I’ve never been more positive about this. I am but a vessel of the divine at all times, and it is in due time that we all collect our deeds into a remembrance of what your teachers have said, and there are many.

As well as the fact that things have been repeatedly noticed by close friends, as well as mapped in my Astrology since birth, at least. Take it a step further and this matches for me in Palmistry as well. Add all the odd pieces to come to the same conclusion? It’s no longer coincidence anymore. Just one of these mystical explanations wouldn’t cause for personal proof, but after some extreme evaluation of the road I’ve traveled so far, and I’m now more aware of where I’m going. (I’ve always been pretty terrible at navigation, maybe this will soon change for the better!) The Truth isn’t in just one location, it’s simply revealed to you in due time.

Would you question your dreams if you had them consciously, while you are Awake? While you are Alive? Would you question your death if you knew what life you’d step into (or dare i say start over?).

No, I don’t think you’d question your own soul if you saw what brilliance you are at the core of your crystalline being. In this way, I pray that you remember yourself as a child, at One Before All Other “Things”, or Matters.


What did you think before you were taught to think?


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There is something to be said too, about all of the world’s knowledge and teachings being collectively utilized in their appropriate regard to spiritual guidance in your personal relationship with the source.

In other words, you were given your own spiritual puzzle pieces throughout your entire life. Did you pick up those pieces or did you throw them out? I think I’ve done myself some good in holding on to the right pieces of my puzzle, as I slowly build my very own Big Picture. There’s something to say about discernment because I bet there is a lot of pieces that DONT fit too. When it comes to healing, this lesson is important in the long run. What do you want to keep and why? Your Big Picture Puzzle is Perfect.



Personal Alignment through Perfect Practices

Kundalini Yoga and the yogi’s lessons are something I have just recently dipped my toes into. I have enough practice with using hand mudras and a few basic yoga positions because of my interest in our Bodies Energy Fields. There are some extremely powerful energy shifts inside when Yoga is practiced in Balance and towards Perfection for Source in Service. Personally been a little caught up with the Primal Kundalini energy, that is much more related to my “Dragon” side, or dare I say, Dragon Roots! Pun intended!

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Since my experience that day folding laundry Perfectly, I have put forth more effort into things like yoga, studying, reading, writing, and even being more precise about my expression out loud. Aiming for perfect balance in every moment that I am fully Awake. Impossible? Only mostly.


Here is an example of my own mindful meditation, use only at your own regard in peaceful, loving energy and awareness.

In my own practice I have found that this combination works wonders for my root chakra, please only experiment with your own discernment and intuitive will. Do not invoke any Spirit Animals that DO NOT resonate with you! If your inclined to Unicorns or Lions or something, that’s cool too, use them instead!

Sitting comfortably on the floor. With the best back posture possible while remaining comfortable. Take quiet calm breaths with your hands carefully cradled together in a cupped position (Using Dhyana Mudra, click for this and 6 others), arms down and hands in the root chakra area or resting on your legs. When ready to clear energy of the root chakra, Breathe both in through your Nose and Mouth slowly, as balanced as possible. Breathe out the mouth more quickly, emptying your lungs completely – every last little bit of breath in your gut exhaled, and this will take a minute. Personally, I do this 2-3 times and feel lighter and clear of mind.

I often greet my inner Dragon (or Snake) with care and respect, as I finish these deep breaths and welcome the warm fire, the purplish flames. I welcome Metatron for healing guidance in my energy body and emotional integrations at this time. And I imagine my own body’s geometric Merkaba spinning slowly, and all my chakras more rapidly spinning – as I imagine that energy cycling from my base meridians, chakras and accu-points in wide circles and arcs around and through me. Eventually, I can feel my energies all very strong and am able to mentally shift out and away from my physical body. Then, I am much more aware of my auric field and consciousness and connectedness energetically.

Sound silly? Good, cuz it kind of is, but the jokes on you because it works for me. And I’m a lot healthier because of it. Sometimes ‘being silly’ means staying sane!

To some respect to my own intuition, I attune to the Dragon Energy for Purity and Abundance, read more about the positivity of “dragon training” in a sense as a Spirit Guide. If you relate to dragons in stories such as Eregon, How to Train Your Dragon, Game of Thrones, Skyrim, and countless others then you are probably on a similar energy frequency. This is where I admit that I think Spirit Animals carry heavy emotional lessons, that guide us through these things. In more posts, I may refer to other animals, known to help us navigate through our emotional wellness. Some will read this and be fearful because of the fantasy dragons of lies, deception, and denial. Sound familiar? Lilith’s story is also twisted as she refused to be looked down upon and desired equality of perception. In this regard, our universe in many ways is also out of balance energetically. When we are influenced by the environment’s energy and that of Gaia herself in regards to emotions by the quality of water. I think the Sea Animals such as the Fish, Turtles, Octopus, Water Reptiles, and Sea Dragons are desperate for their home. I’d like to nod to those who are doing work to heal and bring awareness to our quality of water globally. What can drinking Purified Water do for your body energetically?

More about this in more scientific terms tomorrow!


Final Lessons from walking the Red Dirt Road Through My Root Chakra


The lessons from walking down my own Red Road are vastly helpful in Remembrance and “Redemption” — in my own experience anyways…

My own inner world has many voices but recently, I’ve become rather friendly to my spirit guides within. If nothing else, my inner ghosts have become friends and in this way – I am a much more mentally healthy person as of late.

Note, psychologically we all fit into multiple, if not all Archetypes in some way. I believe that those personal Archetypes are also influenced very much by the Stars and Planets. Using Astrology you might see yourself in god’s eye and understand yourself in this way. Think of how we must use our telescope to even dare to see this darkness of night and our mind wonders at the world both the good and the bad. What do you create within your life?


To relate this to your own life, I hope you take the following into consideration if you have reason to believe that your Root Chakra is in need of awakening:

This primal source of energy is extremely important to your survival in this physical place. Without this lower vibration, it is difficult to create, love, express, and expand your mental and emotional wellbeing.

This is why I advise anyone who might read this to look within themselves and Awaken this Energy Center of Brass at the Base of your Spine.


You can most easily feel this energy rather instantly by thinking about one of the following: Your Favorite Wild Animal, The Lover That Got Away, The Passion Behind Your Last Heated Argument, A Heightened Sexual Experience, Giving Birth, An Admired Teacher/Elder. Family History, Love for your Hero, Father, or Mother, Your Children, and Loving Partner

As always, please do not take any of this advice without thoroughly considering your own well-being and have good intentions, clear thought, and lots of self-love. I recommend you kneel for prayer and forgive yourself for these emotional memories if this was a triggering post for you at all. If “prayer” isn’t your thing, then a simple loving meditation with Yourself, forgiving yourself is the key to beginning the process.

If forgiveness isn’t possible, then I imagine a good Tree Hug will help you release negative energy. Namaste!


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Following the Numbers With Thoughts

Following the Numbers With Thoughts

In this most recent lunar eclipse, I had a day or two there where I went for a flight in my subconscious, a mental sore through my mind. All day long I watched the time. I saw numbers and signs everywhere I looked. It was probably the most eye-opening and mindful day of my entire life. I have always had an appreciation for math, but I’m more of an Astrology gal, not a numerology nerd, okay? I never really “appreciated” the value of our numbers symbolically until I started to understand more about geometry. Especially when applied to spiritual teachings, the sacred geometry of life and the language that math is to Nature. And that actually made more sense to me, considering my love for Astrology. What this had in common was the Nature of the Universe and Gaia. The commonality of spirit, science, cycles, and nature.

Okay, so I like numbers a little more now. How did this apply to my loony, I mean.. Lunar Days?

Well, I started to be very playful, and mindful, within my mind and memories. At this time, I had recovered a lot of old memories of my past and was confronting a lot of self-worth issues head-on. I was learning a lot about why I do the things I do, and where the habit originated from. This would then trigger emotional responses, which I accepted and transformed from. Then moments of realization that wash over you like a shower of new, calming energy. Although drained from these experiences, I was learning a lot about myself and my mental space. No more mind games, with anyone, but especially myself.

To some, I had to even ask “Please don’t think of me in this way anymore, I love you, forgive me? I’ve learned and so have you, I forgive you too. Let it be as it is, I’m here when you’re ready. Please accept me as I am.”

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And others, I had to straight cut out completely in a very brutal way, “If you do not ask then you have no right to tell. Assume nothing. I will not stand in the face of lies, remove me from your minds completely.” The difference is one is in love and the other in hate, but there is something to be said about the way others “think about you” that affects you as a person.

There’s some truth to the idea that “it doesn’t matter what other people think of you, love yourself”. To counter this, I think if you apply this a step further and realize that everything is made of energy, which is greatly affected by thoughts. My personal opinion backed by my understanding and manipulation of thoughtful intention using energy, that people are connected energetically, and that they do influence each other! Dare I say telepathically if there is an energetic cord or connection built here in the first place, which is often the case with partners and intimate relationships. Especially if in close proximity, or family/friend networks. To allow anyone -anyone!- to cause you psychic harm, whether aware or unaware – this is uncalled for and in the negativity of envy or anger, must be stopped. You can choose to cut ties and ward that off at any time, in the name of Self Love and Respect of Yourself.

To think of the “number of times” that I stood in the face of lies, and how many times I tried to defend this in my outside world. It still wasn’t enough to shake me up on the inside. I thank these people for revealing to me what I so needed to face within myself. May the same occur for you in Time. I love you, respect you, and will keep a distance until you care to know my truth.

I will know you are when you ask me instead of telling me, Who I Am. Reader, can you relate?  (If so, feel free to comment below) Re-evaluate those who are negatively sending you their bad-vibe-BS!
– My advice is to politely shut the door and say,

“Speak to me when you ready to love me for me, please knock first.”


Musical Influence: NIN – Beside You In Time – Which could also be sung as ‘me’ vs ‘you’


Who am I this time?

Well, I have ALWAYS been the type of person to NOT pay attention to the time. Like, ever. To the point of it being a flaw… But! … I’m good at math!


If you ask me what time it is?
I’m going to say “day time” or “night time”,
depending on if the sun or moon is casting down its light
at the time that the question of time is asked…

Yummy mind food?

No joke, but my dad’s ringtone on my phone sounds off in a robotic tone, “Your Father. Is Attempting. To Reach You. Pick Up. The Phone. Now. Repeats” x3
Keyword there is “attempting”… I rush to the phone when I hear this ringtone because it reminds me to pay attention to what I care the most about – he is one of those people. So Yea, I have an obnoxious ringtone that is guaranteed to make me guilty for not answering haha!


I tend to “not notice” a lot about my life because I am a very “zoned” person.
What I’ve transmuted this into though, is a realization that I can be an extremely focused individual. And in this way, I am very dedicated to what I am doing at the time. This is not a bad thing, it’s just that people don’t understand my uninterest in multitasking, truly. I’m not good with details if I can’t focus, and this is difficult in such a chaotic world that constantly demands our attention away from what we are doing. (I hate micromanagement, don’t even get me started.)

Here is the thing. Growing up thinking I was “emphatic” had led me to develop a “shut down” or “numb” or “turn off”, a Mental Switch, somewhere in my mind space. I can just tune out the world, almost on command, but it’s fairly subconscious at times. I am great at tuning things out if I’m thinking intently.

I’m progressively training this Focused State now in relation to time and attention. I am more aware of my ‘limits’ with this state as well. Energy is used to maintain this mental state, so it’s obvious that the physical body can only maintain it for so long without energy depletion much like if someone was to do physical activity with the body. The body-mind needs rest in both cases.



Some people talk to themselves out loud, I just talk to myself within.

I think talking to yourself is a really natural thing to do!

Something else I’ve learned, and maybe I had to be “told” a few times that I wasn’t until I believed it… With that said, ‘The voices in my head are real, and I’m not crazy’. I have come to accept and acknowledge that it really is all of my own creation in my own world and that the only one that will ever understand that the world is me. And in these “dark nights,” I have come to terms with these characters. (I recognize certain archetypes from inner fantasies.)  I’ve sat with, talked with them, and spent time understanding my inner workings and intentions because of this. I am now more aware than ever, of who it is I am meant to help and why it is me that can. The lessons within are profound, and if you put your mind and heart into action then you will come to understand your own purpose too.

It’s just a matter of when…



Okay so, I really DO have an issue with TIME.

What did I do?


  • I took a day to watch the time, and notice numbers. Throughout out the entire day, I mindfully watched for numbers, with my phone at the ready!
  • I would note what I was thinking about when I noticed the time or a number in my environment, and I’d look up on google “1230 meaning” and let my thoughts lead me.
  • Sometimes I added them together to form a simple number (I got familiar with their meanings naturally after a time).
  • I was shocked at what I learned about my thoughts, numbers, and spiritual guidance in every moment.
  • I felt very aware of myself, and like I was instinctively coming to terms with myself and my plan as the day progressed. (I’m fairly spontaneous by nature, I don’t like to plan too much detail into my day. “Day Time” mentality.)
  • This self-diagnosed experiment was earth-shaking to my soul. I learned a lot.


Since then, I have taken this a step further and started looking at dates, times, and other numbers/signs I saw and it really started to come together in a very profound way. I’m just in the mists of becoming a Teacher.


Thanks for reading,
Written in Love of the Number 6: Finding Balance In Your Life, or Following & Leading in Equal Partnership

My Dark Inner World & What I Learned About Unconditional Love

My Dark Inner World & What I Learned About Unconditional Love

Have you ever heard of the “Dark Night of the Soul”? Let’s be real and admit that I have been undergoing a hugely dark part of myself in recent months. I have undergone an extremely revealing mental battle within my own inner world and spirit. It has led me into a dark world of regret, anxiety, and ultimately confusion.