Category: My Self Healing Journey

Introduction to Caylene

Caylene Hornibrook (Lee Bowden)

Greetings! My name is Caylene and I am a Universal Astrologer, Esoteric Spiritual Science Researcher, and Reiki Therapist. I am the sole owner, writer, and practitioner of Loving Life With Light, located in western Washington State.

I specialize in Spiritual and Energetic Healing for the Mind-Heart, by the Soul-Spirit with Love and Light.

We each are capable of self-healing through expression, release, and allowing yourself to see, feel, sense, and embrace Love, Light, and Truth within your life. Using only the highest intentions, spirit, laying of hands, oils, and crystals miraculous transformations can take place Here and Now.

Myself, daughter, and husband (2018)

Through exploration of ones experiences and perceptions. We are capable of expanded conscious awareness. I love revealing the discovery, the lesson, the reason and the wonders that we sense, feel, and create in our own lives.

Astrology can help each of us to better know ourselves through natal and current motion and placement. By the uses of source energy, spirituality, and our own will – we are able to express great differences in the world. Be them positive or negative, this is what I wish to expose for the purpose of healing, gnosis, and acceptance. So that one can move on to the next phase of experience, learned, prepared and protected by the law and virtues that hold this reality in place for us to experience together. Earth is but a part of a Solar System within a Galaxy. This is where we live, breath, and learn – this is our school, home, playground, and place of rest – for now. We are all here, now. We are Cosmic Beings.

My husband

What I hope to help others with, is the understanding of a higher perspective, laws and virtues, modern science, elements and our own creations. As well as clearing out any and all harmful and negative effects within your life that are not helping you progress in your experience. Allowing for healing, liberation, and gnosis when one is ready for such progression and release with the effort and integration of ones true higher self, the soul, and the spirit. Which can only be done by the ones own divine self.

The services that I offer are of a forensic nature. Choosing either your time of birth, your location, or an area of the body, mind (thought/memory), or area of life that is troubling. We then figure out the Causation of a specific issue. Revealed through biofeedback of some kind (mine or yours), and speaking with the subconscious mind, or akasha. It brings about the lesson, the error, or the story. In a way that one can then Consciously Realize and Review the Story. This in and of itself, is a magical healing experience, as it leads one to Know ones Self. When one Knows, and then Understands – it leads to Knowledge and Truth. 

From here, the body, the mind, or the soul, is able to begin a healing process of release, reconstruction, transmutation or mending. Each of us may have a variety of changes that we wish to make without knowing why, or how, or when, to do so. Requiring one to learn a method or practice that is correct to clear the causation.

This is the final area in which my services aim to assist. By understanding the soul’s lessons, cosmic blueprint, and purpose. I am not a psychic or medium, I am a spiritual scientist with claircognizance and clairaudience. Studied in the wisdom, love and light of life itself. Of the divine and nature, number and sound, of electric and magnetic, of solar and stellar, of earth and the elements.

Breaking away from the “mystical” into a more quantum acceptance of the way the world actually works. If anything, I am a “de-mystifier” rather than a traditional mage.

I am completely self taught in many of these areas. I caution you to acknowledge this choice, as I am whole in my study as a student of the universal source itself, in which most call God. However full disclosure is important to note here. I am not under the influence of any outside channel, source, spirit, religion or cult. I am wholly and completely a student of Life itself, (of Astrology, Biology, Theosophy, Cosmology) my most meaningful of teachers has been my own soul, through the acknowledgement of the spirit that lives within and all around me. 

I believe in a Cosmic Creator, nameless and formless and perfect far behind dimensions we can yet fathom as humans. However, I do honor certain deities and entities, beings and spirits as living amongst us and certain pantheons, and forces of nature I find alive with intelligence. I recognize a supernatural awareness to the living nature of this universe spanning multiple dimensions as a starseed, as I resonate most with the Lyran-Orion frequencies on a soul level and have several out-of-this-world past live memories and healings occur since my spiritual awakening.

I am actively engaged in several college courses (free audits at universities). I have completed several online diplomas to complete my self studied education as a professional. You can see my Certifications earned and education here.

Be warned that my encouragement for any client, student, viewer, or reader of my content – is one of spiritual inner connection through the true self that is within you. And None Other. Many astrologers, channelers, psychics and spiritualists are under direct influences outside of themselves – and this I will never suggest and the dangers and the evil in this world (and others) persist evermore as the absence of life and light and love. This as you can tell, is quite the opposing nature of my work and should be realized before following my content. In this way, I will not be swayed. We are meant to take back our own power, and use it for the betterment of all beings within the galaxy. I believe our bodies were designed to heal galactic traumas.

I am a Law of Attraction & Spiritual Laws Life Coach, and feel it is part of my skillset to teach others how to use positive thoughts to manifest a brighter future for everyone. By not giving away ones power to sources outside of themselves, but reconnecting themselves to the power house that is within them, their soul and spirit. And by interpreting the many signs, universal language, and symbols that manifest in your life. There is evidence for you, we just need to know how and where to look with our spiritual senses to find these answers.

In this way, I am not myself a healer. But a facilitator for others in healing themselves on a soul level, by opening the gates and energies to flow, allowing space and possibility for great and magical transformations to occur. That usually result in the healing of the body, mind, or emotional layers through the soul’s potential power for healing in the present moment.

There are many magical ways that life works wonders in our lives, and the soul’s progression of living life is where I am driven to help others to find themselves and recover, once again. Through remembrance and acts of compassion, forgiveness and grace.

Thank you for visiting my space of the inter-webs. 

Written with love and light, Caylene

The Red Dirt Road of the Root Chakra Energy Healing

The Red Dirt Road of the Root Chakra Energy Healing

When I first started my self-healing journey, I noted that my primal Root Chaka was closed, and upon finding out that this was the sexual energy powerhouse. Well, let’s just say I agreed that this energy base was weak if not inactive. To say I have made progress in this chakra now is an understatement. I not only have an active Root Chakra, but I have much more healthy energy throughout my entire body.

Today id like to share with you my own experience, reveal some of my own practice, thoughts, and resources on the Root Chakra and the Red Dirt Road of Self Healing.

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My Dark Inner World & What I Learned About Unconditional Love

My Dark Inner World & What I Learned About Unconditional Love

Have you ever heard of the “Dark Night of the Soul”? Let’s be real and admit that I have been undergoing a hugely dark part of myself in recent months. I have undergone an extremely revealing mental battle within my own inner world and spirit. It has led me into a dark world of regret, anxiety, and ultimately confusion.

Self Healing Symptoms & Struggles Revealed

Self Healing Symptoms & Struggles Revealed

I’ve been going through some massive self-diagnosis of my physical body. I’ve also been purging my things, even my friends that are no longer (or have never) brought me joy. This has all been very difficult! I want to share some of the most important lessons with everyone so far because I think they are massively important (and affecting) many people right now! Maybe as a reader, You too, are trying to deal with your inner feelings coming to the surface recently. This is one of those brutally honest posts. Real life. Pain and love and passion. So here are many of my symptoms and struggles I am addressing with Self Healing, the most natural of all methods of vitality wellness and mental health.  

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12 Steps I Took to Self Diagnosis for Improved Personal Health & Well Being

12 Steps I Took to Self Diagnosis for Improved Personal Health & Well Being

I am here to share with you the 12 steps I took to self diagnose my overall personal health. I have deeply reflected on my past, present, and future to enhance my health and wellness. It has been so difficult to face my physical pain, emotional and mental chaos, and relationship faults and failures. I know within that I can heal myself, that I have the power to let go and forgive myself for things that I have done (in the past). So that I can learn from it, and MOVE ON to my true purpose in a life of love and happiness and well, prosperity! Loving life with integrity and purpose, choosing a path of unconditional love and respect for myself and every fellow human out there. And it starts with me. It starts with you, first, my dear reader. I hope you find these 12 steps helpful if you are truly looking to change your life and help heal yourself!

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My Quest to Find Joy In Everyday Life

My Quest to Find Joy In Everyday Life

It’s ironic really that I have a blog called “loving life” and even though I tell myself I love my life, that is not enough! Experiencing joy entails that you do things in your everyday life that bring you to that warm, happy feeling of excitement, that is true joy every day! What to join me on my quest to find joy in everyday life?

 

For the last several months, my husband has been telling me that he “wants me to be happy”! After a while, it was so frustrating to argue with him that I was okay! I was happy! I couldn’t reassure him enough how much I truly loved him, our daughter, and the work I do as a creative blogger. It kept coming up though, over and over. Finally, things started to change as my personal mind began to clear up from my foggy mindset.

He was right.

I wasn’t happy!

Why?

What a question…

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The Only Thing Keeping Me From Living My Life With Purpose Is Standing Still!

The Only Thing Keeping Me From Living My Life With Purpose Is Standing Still!

I have come to a point in my life where I need to start revealing more on the topic of Loving Life With Purpose. This is for you as much as it is for me, so let’s get started. Because uncovering a topic such as this does not come lightly. It hits deep, deep within and I want to make sure we start off these posts in the right way.

I mentioned in my first Dear Blog Buddy letter to Vicky (of CLAS, a mindful lifestyle blogger) earlier this week that I believe in terms such as Intention, Law of Attraction, the Power of Belief.

If you were to look closer at my social media and especially my personal Pinterest Profile, than maybe you’ve noticed my interests are much more than being a parent, to being a wife, or even a blogger.

I first realized the importance of these terms because of their potential to give my life purpose. When I realized what they mean to me when I started living as a traveling nomad or “street kid” rather, on the roads of the USA West Coast for a few years. I ripped myself away from my homes, family, friends, and comforts. In these years I stripped myself of everything that I “thought that I knew”, in an attempt to find myself.

The “good” news is, I truly did find myself.

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10 Unusual Things About Me, Lee

10 Unusual Things About Me, Lee

I got tagged by Anne of Forever the Wanderer here and I was so enthusiastic about her “unusual things” that I had to participate like, now. Honestly, some blogger tags can become so stagnant and repetitive but when you’re challenged with one like this, you get to know people so much better! Here’s what I got for you, the juicy stuff right? I hope you enjoy this OLD PICS I pulled from my PC to highlight these unusual little bits of me.

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10 Reasons Why I Love Being A Blog Mom

10 Reasons Why I Love Being A Blog Mom

Here’s a top ten list of reasons why I love being a blog mom. A short list, but a meaningful one! As both being a mother and a blogger, are a dream come for me.  I’m REALLY excited about my blogging and recent experiences online lately. SO much going on for me being a blog mom!

 

Why I Love being a blog mom || Here's a top ten list of reasons why I love being a blog mom. A short list, but a meaningful one! As both being a mother and a blogger, are a dream come for me. #blogging #motherhood

1 || The most obvious reason I love being a blogging mom is that I get to stay home with my daughter every day!

2 || I am my own boss!

3 || I choose when I work and when I don’t [when motherhood allows] !

4 || I get to be my baby’s role model, instead of hiring childcare!

5 || I get to share my thoughts, best advice, and helpful knowledge to those who can relate!

6 || I write about loving life, so it constantly reminds me how much I really do love my life!

7 || I get to do all the things I love to do like work on websites, help other bloggers, and write/type!

8 || I’m busy, but the blogging community is awesome to interact with and provides this busy mama some kind of social life!

9 || I get to take pictures and work on graphics and stuff, I dig it!

10 || I’m constantly learning more about blogging and marketing and I love that I can learn so much without having to go to college and spend thousands!!!

 

It’s a short list, I know.

 

 


But this is a really meaningful list!

I have a lot of freedom as a blogger. It’s not a career I need to be ashamed of, in fact, I can actively share my creations with great pride. And I don’t have to feel bad about pushing sales and gaining clients. All I do to gain income is super passive. And the service bloggers like me provide is simply resources to help others. I don’t feel bad about recommending services and products that I love. It feels great!

So this is where I encourage you to sign up for my newsletter and follow the blog. Why?

I want to help you get started in blogging. And to learn how much you can LOVE your LIFE, one day at a time, by blogging about your passion.

 

I want to quickly jump back to that last reason I love blogging,  number 10…

Everything I’ve learned about blogging has been “self-taught”. I’ve spent countless hours, and days of my life, learning about blogging, marketing, social media, management, editorial calendars, SEO, writing skills. And I’ve invested very little money into an education. And there is still SO MUCH to learn. This is an ever-changing world of technology and it all moves SO FAST. Just about the time that I think I get ahead in knowledge and proficiency. A new version of Google, or social media changes, or SEO happen overnight it seems, and there’s a whole new set of rules and guides to follow and learn about.

But I will never have any large college debt. I will never have that level of stress by needing to constantly continue my education by paying a LOT of money for it.

Blogging is something I can do, I can learn. And there’s always going to be something new to get educated about, which is exciting!

And let me just say that the price tag on getting educated about Blogging is REALLY affordable. Sometimes it’s REALLY worthwhile to get that education while you can, at the best price possible.

Guys, I’m so excited to be hitting publish on this post right now. It feels so good! It’s not what I had planned for today. But I can’t help it, I’m really excited about being a blogger. And I feel so responsible to you, in telling you why I love being a blog mom!

 

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