Month: October 2019

Explore the Unknown Future Paths of Freedom | Jupiter in Sagittarius 23 Degrees

Explore the Unknown Future Paths of Freedom | Jupiter in Sagittarius 23 Degrees

Today is ruled by the expansive and jolly Jupiter, in the adventurous nature of Saggitarius at 23 degrees. Still very close to alignment with the Galactic Center Sun, we are feeling so much pressure to further explore ourselves, our lives, and our consciousness. Jupiter is very happy to be in it’s home sign of the Hunter Orion, and fully intends to make his visit a lasting impression on the family.

What are you bringing home to the family?

I think this has a lot to do with our quickly expanding collective consciousness. 

We might feel a little bit of cloudy and uneasy about the journey ahead in some ways as we Square Neptune in Pisces. A hesentancy to move forward into the depths of all the planets in Scorpio right now (the depth of your mind, heart, and soul are being pulled deeper and deeper still). 

I encourage you to ditch the fear and go forth on your Journey to the Deeper aspects of yourself. Face those shadows, fears, and resentments. I hope the posts about the Solar Plexus Chakra are helping you understand this depth. 

We all have the power to heal. What’s really helping us Analyze all the stuff that we have hidden in our skeleton closets is Juno in Virgo. I like to bring up Juno because she is Jupiter’s loyal wife in mythology. She’s the wife, the nurture, mother, and caretaker of the ever expanding heirophant, the ancient and the Wise. 

Align and Express Yourself | Mercury and Venus in Scorpio #SelfCareDay

Align and Express Yourself | Mercury and Venus in Scorpio #SelfCareDay

The mental world might be a little preoccupied with the deeper aspects of self, life, belief, passion, spirit, health, and more today. Wednesday is ruled by Mercury of Health, Mind, and Healing and today we’re in Scorpio energy. 

We’re aligned perfectly with Venus today, both sitting at 27 degrees in Scorpio. 

Mercury rules the Throat Chakra, and Venus rules the Heart Chakra. We can really be in tune with how we feel within in a very deep way. It might be easier to voice and express how you feel to yourself, and others. 

The scorpion is willing to go deep, spend time in the dark caves and investigate the secrets. It can be easier to ask questions, and answer questions more honestly from the heart. 

Chiron is in Aries today, so this energy might be really helpful in trying new approaches. Building new bridges and shortening the gap between the inner and outer aspects of life. This might be a really great day to do some chakra clensing, clearing, and balancing with great success. 

The Moon phase today is giving us time to Grow, Expand, and Connect with ourselves, others, and the world. Whatever calls and reaches out today, is probably going to serve you in these ways. 

Sounds like a great day for #SELFCARE if you ask me! 

Solar Plexus Chakra Alchemy of the Body

Solar Plexus Chakra Alchemy of the Body

Today I want to focus on the actual processes and relations between the body of the Solar Plexus Chakra area. I will review the body organs, and meridians that energetically affect this Manipura Chakra of Will, Identity, and Self Realization. 

Keep Moving Forward with a Plan | Mars in Libra Squares Saturn and Pluto

Keep Moving Forward with a Plan | Mars in Libra Squares Saturn and Pluto

Tuesday is ruled by Mars which is in Libra today. Libra is always trying to find balance between things, to make sense of what is ‘on the table’. The Warrior that Mars is, wants to take action to bring about that balance, the justice. To find fairness and bring equality. 

What we might need to do to achieve that balance within might be at a stand off to your current responsibilities, jobs, or projects. As well as a power struggle with the ideas of what it will take to have that equality. Both Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn square Mars today in it’s efforts to find the time, resources, and the will to change ourselves – to become balanced. 

Lord of War (Mars) standing up against the Hand of God (Pluto) and the Lord of Time (Saturn), would be quite an overwhelming discussion to imagine. That’s what your inner selves, and spirit have to do today. Have that conversation with yourself, come up with the PLAN! 

We might find the harmony with Neptune in Pisces our final reminder of the Path, the Journey, the Experience of What is to Come Next. Reminding us that we don’t have to carry any one else’s baggage or fight anyone else’s war. But we do have to push on and keep moving if we’re going to get where we’re going.

The World Is Mental, but Man is Bound to the Physical

The World Is Mental, but Man is Bound to the Physical

“Until man can experience on the mental level that which exists on the physical level, he will be bound to the physical.” – John Whitman Ray


This is a quote found in a book called Body Electronics by Douglas Morrison, who worked under John W. Ray. He taught and healed under the discoveries of his time and study, within the I AM Movement.

I find Energy Medicine extremely interesting in relation to both Hermetics and Gnostic teaching. (Please review the Sources at the bottom of this post for more information). As well as the Law of One channeled material from Ra. It wasn’t really until I started understanding my own inner world that I was able to know how it related to my interests in Psychology and the Body-Mind.

When I started to dream again I was excited because I have been so out of touch with myself. When I began to breach my unconscious intuition and visions. I really started to wonder who else I could look to. How can I tell the difference between the imaginary and the inner reality inside my own mental world? Not wanting to look crazy, I took up psychology again in light of energy and emotional science.

I found a book called Inner Work: Using Dreams & Active Imagination for Personal Growth, which is based on the work of Carl Jung. I have always preferred his side of things, and the idea of Archetypes. Since I have studied and followed Astrology for 14 years, I have come to know and explore the archetypes and see them in others easily. I attune to people’s energy (as an empath) and to a detriment – within myself. I have been able to recognize how I embody nearly all of the archetypes.


Dark Night of the Soul: Am I Crazy?

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In fact, several months before my awakening and DKOTS, I actually called Vicky and showed her a list of my Personality Types in 2018. I asked, “Am I crazy? Bipolar? What is this?” As she has worked in the medical field and in hospitals, she assured me as a new mother and passionate person, that this was natural. And the fact that I’m realizing these different qualities is actually quite healthy as I persued interests in Mindfulness and Organization. Remember how this all started with me purging my belongings, and folding some clothes?

About a month into my healing mission I was able to begin to face my Shadow and slay some of my own inner demons. I really had to face some hard truth, and escape and release some haunting memories and visions from my past. Turns out my practice in cutting cords, and going back in time to forgive memories, was my key out of the shadowy realms of the deep Abyss. (Note: not all “awakenings” are as troubling). And thankfully, some love and acceptance from some key players in my life. Yet again, I am alive.


About 11 days of darkness and this is what I learned of my “crazy” (aka Depression/Repression + Anxiety + Stress), science says:

  • I found that the scientific term for a Dark Knight of the Soul experience (DKOTS) was an Existential Crisis.
  • I learned that I wasn’t a liar or manipulator, but accepted and forgive my Confabulations (the actual term for what I was actually doing psychologically that had direct implications to my health, thus the healing from the experience was recovery from this). To instigate this was using Essential Oils to release the emotions of Lies, Control, and Fuck You – watch the Vlog story here
  • And finally, that the Dragon Spirit within was my Kundalini energy rising up and activating my higher chakras. This is a physical sensation as well as a mental shift into a more aligned state of Being. It is rather instant and spontaneous, (like LSD rising in the spine! More on this: All drugs that influence us must have a Natural Receptor to attach into. This means that our bodies must be capable of producing a natural drug for the use of the receptor that is available. This is how drugs that Block Receptors for Recovering Addicts Work. It implies that the Receptors are Full and cannot produce any more of that natural or unnatural drug tolerance. I have in my past years (many ago while traveling as a nomad) experienced a number of energetic influences and am mindful of the way my body feels, and reacts to the energy around me – and inside me.
  • Later I would also understand the Qabala and the separation of the Abyss. With an extreme, in-depth interest to understanding this – with meditation of sacred geometry, DNA activations with sound, and esoteric alchemy – I began to build the bridge of the Heart Chakra. Allowing the Lower Decidan cross into the Upper Decidan. Allowing better communication within the body, mind, soul and source. (To understand this better you can read the Chakra Posts listed at the bottom of this post.)


These realms are as real to me as this reality. The world is a conscious one.

Escaping my own inner version of darkness was the deepest layers of my Root Chakra being shed, the shackles that bound me being broken as I arose to the surface. My subconscious motives, understanding, stories, and memories revealed. This lead to energy rising and connecting with my Sacral and Solar Chakras. Up through my Heart and into the Upper Chakras to open them. As I worked within my mind and body daily, I have been able to awaken and energize all of my chakras and my mission now is to balance out these energies so that I’m not too far in the sky, or so grounded that I fall asleep.

I can’t explain to you how much of my own memories have returned. How my neuro-network has rebuilt in such a way brilliant way in the last few months. I am much more intelligent, focused, attentive, caring, and motivated. Straight up, my brain is working better.


“THE ALL is MIND; The Universe is Mental.”
— The Kybalion.


I tell you this experience now because I think it’s relevant to understanding your own Solar Plexus in terms of identity, power, and presence. Each of us will go through our own experiences of life and the undeniable synchronicity of the patterns and programs in your life become seen. Not one of us shares the same path, the same presence, or the same inner world. Though we are all very entangled to each other in the micro-world and entangled with everything macro. Understanding someone else’s experience won’t give you any answers to your own truth or knowledge. But I hope that it encourages you in a way that you Know You Can Do It Yourself. That you already have all your own answers.

The problem is, most of us aren’t asking ourselves questions.


In other words, most of us are still bound to the physical world.



Recommended Reading

Body Electronics by Douglas Morrison, 1993 | BUY

Energy Medicine: Balancing Your Body’s Energies for Optimal Health, Joy, and Vitality by Donna Eden | BUY

Inner Work: Using Dreams & Active Imagination for Personal Growth by by Robert A. Johnson | BUY

Emerald Tablets of Thoth | READ

Kybalion | PDF

Law of One |

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Chakra Related Posts

Deep Emotions Are Transforming | Monday’s Moon in Scorpio

Deep Emotions Are Transforming | Monday’s Moon in Scorpio

Today is ruled by the Moon as she steps out of the dark void phase this weekend, and back into the light in Scorpio. Which is a bit of a misleading feeling because she is within the power of Scorpio. Scorpio energy has deep undercurrents, caves, and hidden passions. 

This is a good time to set with those you love and tell them a bit about how you really feel about life right now. To admit those deep passions as they arise, so that they can someday come into form. Scorpio is by far the sexiest planet, and is comfortable with being naked and present. In this way, the moon will challenge us to strip off the layers and masks and reveal who you really are underneath it all. 

Today She is opposing Uranus, and so is the Sun in Scorpio too. When you have the Sun and the Moon opposing Uranus in Taurse. It’s going to be a struggle to balance what you want, with what you have. Questions might surface such as: 

How do I get what I want? 
Who will help me get what I want?
What do I want to keep, and what do I want to give away?

Christmas season is approaching and for some us, we might start to think about gifts being given, and gifts received. And this always has this feeling of the unknown to it. This is going to be most apparent in the darker phases of the moon as well, so today we might be feeling a little guilty, have issues of self worth, or financial stress. The apparently impossible looms ahead, Uranus warns us. 

I also will note that the Black Moon void of Lilith’s presense is residing in Aries. Within the shadow self, it’s going to be more difficult to resist temptations for anything new, exciting, passionate. But your also going to be up for any challenge and even find power in trying new things that maybe you wouldn’t usually turn to. 

Maybe you take up a strange new hobby, or go to a new coffee shop ‘just cuz’. The sense of “giving up” or “giving in” is going to be really strong today. My advice is to give in to that thing you want to do for yourself or your loved ones. Make that phone call you have been avoiding to your best friend because it’s been a minute too long. Or dive into the book you have been procrastinating on. Or let loose with your partner and spend a little too much time cuddling. 

My Soul Searching Mission | Self & the Solar Chakra Series Introduction

My Soul Searching Mission | Self & the Solar Chakra Series Introduction

Throughout my awakening recently (2019) I have delved back into my own Soul Searching mission. I have found some extremely interesting, enlightening, and solid info about the soul that seven years ago (my last soul searching mission) I couldn’t find evidence for.

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My own interests in the soul started with a realization of Depression and what it looked like within my friends and family. I was aware from a young age that the state of negative thinking drove people into this state. I wanted to know why people were not simply more optimistic. From this immature status at the time I wondered why people studied for jobs they didn’t want. Or why they stayed in relationships that continued to hurt them. This was all very boggling to me and started my interest in general psychology.

Since I have always been in a state of optimistic denial for most of my life, I was at service to others around me and ignored my own likeness in life. In other words, I was under the psychological confinement of my own ego. Yet, my Will overtook the ego in service to others. I went about searching for answers in science, observing others, and although I learned a lot about life… I got nowhere in truly understanding my own life and experience.

What really shook me up was the month I had my DNOTS experience and what I learned about unconditional love. I can’t shake the realism and overwhelming stack of my reality – my own pieces of memory, energy, realizations, aligning in such synchronicity! At such high voltage energy, and the intensity of my inner visions was so vivid. – I have taken drugs in my own experimental phases that include hallucinogenic mushrooms and LSD in my past, as well as Ecstasy and Mali. I will now admit that I have never tripped for more than 48 hours. – Try 11 days of spiritual sobriety (aka awakening) and being overcome with the sensations of all of these combined at once, in short waves and bursts of profound self-realization and unity consciousness expansion. I’m glad to be through my own veil. To remember.


Coming Out of Pandora’s Box

I really didn’t know what I was doing when I opened the skeleton closet, my own Pandoras Box within my Heart Center. I didn’t know I’d find my friends, family, trauma, and chaos. That I’d go as far as visiting my own record, retrieving forgotten memories, and wisdom beyond this lifetime. What brought me through the most rapid succession of several months of ‘spirit trials’ and initiations within. I can’t tell you how much emotional effort it took to get to the understanding I have. I have a few friends and family members to thank especially my husband for supporting me this year as I delved into these existential questions of destiny, worth, and self-healing. My promise was to emerge with the knowledge, wisdom, and understanding to share the truth of self-healing and happiness with others.

Since then, I have found my center and I have greatly appreciated the Soul Searching mission thus far. This week, I want to share with you what I have learned from these experiences, as well as the science and spiritual knowledge that I have research and admired in my quest to do with the Solar Plexus Charka, the Ego, Will, and Shadow Self.


Other Posts About Chakras

I have waited to continue writing the chakra posts because I wanted to be absolutely sure and positive about the sources, and understand my own lessons before I wrote about them here. In this way, I hope you take what is written here only as it resonates with your current understanding of yourself. Take no advice that does not seem fully right to do so with good intention, faith, and unconditional love.


Clear Deep Emotional Blocks with Confidence | Venus in Scorpio, in harmony with Neptune and Pluto

Clear Deep Emotional Blocks with Confidence | Venus in Scorpio, in harmony with Neptune and Pluto

Today is Tuesday which is ruled by Venus which is in Scorpio right now. We’re having some good angles between Venus and Neptune at home in Pisces. As well as the power of Pluto in Capricorn.

When we look at Venus we can attune this to our love, heart, and centered self. With our loving selves in the energy of Scorpio we can expect to love our selves and others deeply. Our attachment to loved ones, possessions, and precious memories and moments in time can be very meaningful. With the harmony of the deeply spiritual essence of Pluto with the will power and confidence of Capricorn right now. We can really serve ourselves by doing some intentional self care.

Healing deep emotional imbalances, blocks or traumas can be really important to our wellness right now. To be able to live in a more loving way, to feel more freedom in our lives. Let’s explore the importance of this today as I give you some guidance for really meaningful self care time.

My Personal Self Care Habits & Routines

Healing deep emotional imbalances, blocks or traumas can be really important to our wellness right now. To be able to live in a more loving way, to feel more freedom in our lives. Let’s explore the importance of this today as I give you some guidance for really meaningful self care time.

Read full Universal Astrology post for today that inspired this post


Using Crystals for Deeply Personal Self Care

Rose Quartz is really useful for your Heart Chakra, healing relationships and inner abundance and unconditional love for all
Clear Quartz is really a quality option for any healing, transmuting, or clearing. Coming in many forms such as raw Quarts, Clear Quartz wand, Clear Quartz Sphere, and more you can really vary the use of quartz for a lot of different ways. Ranging for meditation, environmental space, or even clearing rituals or routines.


Morning Self Care Routines

Any natural doctor or scientist will tell you how important it is to wake up and drink a glass of water. Natural or mystic coachs will often encourage you to take time to write down or ponder your dreams. Waking up slowly and quietly is important to your most energetically harmonious day.

I know when I have to wake up in hurry or force myself out of zombie mood, it’s really triggering for me into a bad or low energy state. Keeping me from feeling ready, willing, and excited to move into the rest of the day.

If your not a morning person (like me) then maybe you drink some water and go for some coffee and light morning reading or writing.

When I’m ready, I like to do any Vlogs or Recordings in the morning with a fresh new, alert mind. I find that I am most fair, unbais, and clear in the late morning.

I also take a moment to change over my daily Motivational cards and look over my collection of books and resources. Sometimes I take a moment ot myself to read something inspiring or choose a book to pick up later in the day. I might just pick a crystal to carry or simply hold one for a moment. I like to have a moment of gratitude at the beginning of the day. Thankful for another day to experience love, light, and hopefully some laughter. For my body, mind, and heart to know, think, and feel.


Afternoon Self Care Habits

I really find it most successful to stretch my body, muscles and limbs in the afternoon. I spend a lot of time sitting to work at the computer and by the afternoon, I’m really ready to move around fully. Stretching is something I take really seriously. Doing some extra Core Strength exercises is usually really successful too.

If I have had a stressful or heavy day, week, or month, I often find time to relief my stress in this part of the day. I tend to grab my essential oils for quick mental or emotional healing affirmations within.

Another glass of water is never a bad idea either.


Late Evening Self Care Habits

There are certain evenings of the week where either me or my husband have some individual self care time to do things without the other. It’s on these nights that I stay up late reading, studying, and learning new things. I have a lot of interests and open books.

Right now I’m still finishing original works by Carl Jung such as the Red Book and his book of Archetypes. As well as Thoth’s Tablets, and Hermetic teachings, and the Kyballon. There are tons of other things I have nearly finished studying for now as I have learned, practiced and adapted into my own understanding of self help and healing. It is these nights that I get so inspired to be ‘the scribe’ that I feel empowered to be a blogger in this age.


Self Care Days

I try to take it easy at least one day a week, doing the minimum requirements and sticking to self serving tasks or jobs. I take the day to clean my clothes, care for my desk and treasured items. I might listen to a lot of music or pick up the guitar for a while.

I usually take these days to catch up on videos I like on Youtube and catch up on the weeks’ Astrology News. Taking time to read the new science articles and changes in the world. I might spend too long surfing Facebook News, Groups, and Timelines.

I also try to call up at least one if not a few really close friends. There are loads of people in our life that are important to us as individuals. It’s those close family members and best friends we need to remember, cherish, and connect with often.


How Times Have Changed

A year ago I wouldn’t be writing this post because I would have been explaining how important it was for me to help everyone else. So much so that I didn’t have time, and didn’t need to have time, to myself. I knew back then that I wanted to. But I didn’t see the overall importance of it – for me.

That has dramatically changed as I have done more true healing in the last couple months than I would have ever known I need. It’s thanks to my husband, and my own inner forgiveness that I found this to be a personal requirement to my own inner happiness.

Now that I have developed a few daily and weekly habits to tune into and connect and inspire myself. I feel a lot better, more capable than before. To work and serve the world and those I love with more space for them. Not only do I know who and what is important to me. I can better serve myself, the people I love, and the world that I adore. It simply brings me joy to know that a little self love goes a lot way in loving the world too.

The Struggle to Grow & Expand is Galactic | Jupiter in Sagittarius, Squares Sun & Neptune

The Struggle to Grow & Expand is Galactic | Jupiter in Sagittarius, Squares Sun & Neptune

Today is Thursday, which is ruled by Jupiter which is currently in Sagittarius. Our own growth and development is being spotlighted by the Galactic Core (our Universe’s Center Sun).

There is a bit of a challenging aspect to our growth in relation to the Sun in Virgo, and Neptune in Pisces. We are really feeling unsure about ourselves and where we are going next. The whole world is asking, “What do we do NOW?!” There is a lot about our world that HAS to change and we’re transitioning very quickly into the Age of Aquarius. Our inner soul and spirt  are being affected in full, engaging both the Solar Plexus and Crown Chakras energetically.

We want to grow, we want to transcend, we want to expand our consciousness to develop a GOOD plan of action moving forward in the future.


Today’s Inspired Post includes some informational videos about Gaia:  

👉 Learning with the Collective in the Dawn of the New Age



Recent Information & Discoveries about Jupiter (2019)

🔴 NASA’s Jupiter Page:

😎 Click here to find posts written here that include Jupiter


Click here for more details about my Astrology Chart Interprations and Readings


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